Day 13...is it Friday yet?

Today was a killer...I feel like I say that everyday! Today I hated it. Today was a day when I almost cried. Then I get mad because I'm about to cry. These emotions don't help me when I'm trying my best to complete an exercise!! Then I get even madder because the emotions make it harder!! And then I started feeling nauseous...and THAT made me mad! I worked through it...and I finished the workout in one piece...barely!

I don't know why it seemed harder though. But I wonder, should it be this hard all the time to get the benefits from it? That's a scary thought. But then, maybe that's when I can LIKE what I'm doing?

Mr. Candy seems to be alternating...one day we do more on legs, the next more on upper body, but both days we work core.

Speaking of Candy, I'm not liking him to much today. He is very quiet for the most part. I need someone who will banter with my smart aleck comments. I need someone to laugh with me. He's not doing that. The ladies I work out with are better at that, and that's great and it does help, but...

We didn't walk today, which was okay with me. I was doing good to make it down the driveway to my car!

Today is a day...I just want to see a difference. I just WANT to believe.